Me Yo~~

Working

2006-12-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

Working

huh! i have been working for 4 days liao. so tired oh.... not because da work tiring..but is da shoe! :"( my shoe is a high heel shoe, i'm not used to it..some more need to walk here n there to collect cheque, my leg soOoooOOoo pain! sampai i had to wear da ugly NS ah poh shoe to work, to leg my shoe to have chance to recover. i wear liao da shoe 4 2 days lor...now better liao. tomolo i'm gonna wear my high heel shoe again. hope tomolo will not so pain anymore.

today i got exam, all together got 7 exams. Hehehe.... i main tipu one, some questions is my colleague help me answer one. got one exam 100% is my colleague help me do de. :P so hate da exam ler...so many questions, all veli leceh one, ask long long questions, duh!!! cannot ask directly n clear meh? make me bingung onli, somemore so many hard to understand de words, dunno ask wat. i juz memories da answer n keep retake da exam until i pass. da exam questions choosen ramdomly n repeat de..juz memories da answers then can liao.

tis saturday nite i'm gonna going out wif lilo! ^^ so happy! can't wait till tat day ler...wan faz faz can c him, 3 week plus din c him liao...so miss him. still got 2 more days to wait. gonna have sweet sweet feeling wif lilo. :D

Finally!!

2006-12-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

Finally!!

Yipee!!!! finish exam liao! ^^ all those books had gone away! Gone to store room! Hehe! so happy! now i'm free! mummy n daddy not so control me already, i'm big gurl liao.Da exam made me glow so many pimples onli! Hmmph!! my face looks so much older now!

Next week i'll be start working lur...juz bought 1 shirt onli...die...no shirt suit me...i'm too thin, all those OL shirt way too big for me :"( mummy ask me to wear hers, but.....oso big lor...n old fasion too! haiz...if tomolo i really can't find any, then i'll be wearing mummy's shirt to work. Mummy said there veli cold one.. i scare of cold ler.. i'm still thinking need to buy a coat or not.

"U r so easy being cheated" argh! i had heard a lot tis same phase in my life. since i was young, until today..n maybe till old oso will heard da same phase. i noe i'm not really good in thinking, easily being cheated, but...i oso dun wan de..i'm juz oweys get blurred n confusing, i'm kinda slow in thinking n in learning..tat's y i'm oweys being said 'easy being cheated'. yesterday i go to da optical shop to buy a new brand contact lens, n then i ask da gurl which one better n wat's da price, n then she talk so many until i'm blurred liao n start confused wif da prices. She said me easy being cheated. :( no wonder my brother oweys said me stupid since i was young ler..

About da contact lens. da contact lens i bought yesterday, da gurl said can wear 10 hours plus n wun so dry. Kinda expensive actually, rm60 per box, n inside onli got 3 pieces. Today i wore it to shopping. OooH! so thick n hard... hardly onli can wear it, maybe juz not use to it. okay...then after shopping, time to get da contact lens out. omg! i can't take it out! so scare. i try so hard to take it out. Finally!! took it out liao, but my eyes....both turn red liao.

Wanna go rest now, so tired n both of my legs oso veli pain. Walk to much these 2 days. Hope can faz faz c lilo n go out wif him ler.. so miss him.

really touchy..

2006-06-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

today i had read a really sad love story.
really veli touchy..
but i din't cry
not bcuz it is not too sad tat can make me cry
but is bcuz it is too real n sad tat make me dunno how to express myself
it was a real story happen to da author n his beloved
i never thought there will be such sad incident happen in real world,
i onli thought such incident onli will be happen on movie, drama, anime, and so on.
hmmph!
kinda regret reading da story
cuz it really makes me moody now
it makes me reallise how "horrible, terrible, n vegetable"(Eric oweys said it) da world will be
really not fair...
how can this happen to 2 person who r really kind n love each other very much?
y they need to be separated by God?
laz few days i was veli happy, n nothing can able to interupt me fom being happy
but today... after the story..
argh! so strong tat can change my mood..

okay... dear pals..
i giv u da link, it is kinda long, i take hours to read finish it.
go in n read or not is ur choice..
but hope u dun felt regret as i do..

http://myweb.hinet.net/home8/q030723087/feeling2

n here's da song made for her
http://blog.xuite.net/bkn51/tacevoltsuj/5386912

Nicholas Teo~~

2006-05-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

Omg! he is so handsome! ^^
today i go watch Nicholas Teo's promo tour o!
So happy! i'm waiting for tis opportunity to get near him n c him for so long time!
so happy tat today i can c him
summore i was standing quite in front of da crowd n i can c him really clear!
^^ he is so good-looking! so wish that i can stand beside him n snap photo wif him. :P
WAh!!! juz now he touch my hand after he sign my cd, talk n smile to me too!! ^^ ar!!!! ar!!! Hahaha... (actually he juz smile n said 'xie xie' n shake hand wif me like other fans do)^^"
ohya...juz now i saw a gurl cute gurl looks like da Taiwan's Vikki o! wow...da eyes so alike n da hair oso got a bit alike. ^^ while waiting car i saw da cute gurl in my school too! Amy! ^^
Yesterday, my mum keep silent suddenly when i ask her for permission to go to da promo tour.
n i noe tat she dun like it.
she dun like me go out wif frens.
hmm...well...juz once ler..
after tat i wun go out already..
i wun so seldom go out already...
i'll onli go out if mum really did said 'okay' but not keep quite
i really really willing to go to da promo tour, c Nicholas Teo.
N i hope mummy understand.

Finally.. ^^

2006-05-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

Yeah...! Finally!
Finally finished my school exams.
Yeah....! ^^
*cough*cough*
i think i'm completely out of my mind these days.. ^^"
well...
1. i done my physics n biology paper 1 very very fast..not even reached 30 minutes..i'm da 1st one in da class who done finish. i simply do it :P
2. i read chemistry books eventhough da chemistry exam had passed n have physics exam on da next day (din't even do revision on physics) :0
3. i give a phone call to someone i'm not surpose to call..n asked stupid question.
4. i told elaine i left sumthing in da class room while walking back to home, n when she ask wat it is, i answer is da plastic bag (rubbish) tat i left in class's dustbin.
5. i start call two of my classmates "choi jip" n "zhu jip" ..lol..
6. i oweys heard weird sounds around me. ^^" silly, huh?

Pikaboom~ :P

2006-05-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

"sometimes u just dont have the chance to get what u've always wanted.........instead we get smthn that we dont expected or maybe we dont even want it........."
:P saw it in my fren's blog. i think it is kinda true. Me too oweys face sumthing like tat. But i never blame anyone, because wat had come to us is because wat had we done b4 tat. so it is kinda 'pay-back', onli can blame myself.

Saw a fren's blog

2006-05-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

Juz now i had read a cute fren's blog.
she admire a guy but da guy seems like another gurl one..
1st she planning to wait him
but now, she decide not to wait..she said is for her own future good
she said she make tis choice is because of her studies
hmm..
tis let me realised sumthing..
i should do da same thing too..
her situation seems like same as mine..
if she can do it, sure i can do it too! rite?
i noe our hearts r kinda empty lar..
but wat can do..? we muz jia you o!
*cough*cough*
although i not really close to her..
but... really hope she can make it. Gambateh~ ^^

Moody kiwi

2006-05-11T14:38:00.000+08:00

Aargh! so hate da guy! oweys borrow my things oso nvm, but then when he return it back, those things must not in da initial condition, either da paper had been folded or conteng or da rubber had been torn and so on. so bu shuang him. sumore veli ham sap.. argh! i'm keep avoiding him ler.. feel like no secure in sch. so annoying sumore. dun he felt tat himself is kinda toh wif his act? not gentleman at all, dun he felt it?
kinda moody recently, so sorry if i had said sumthing tat not nice to hear or had hurt anyone. :P Sorry ya..
recently kinda many things had happen which really make me out of my mood..

Laz Thursday

2006-04-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday was so scary..
sumthing happen to me n i was so scare
i even think i was going to die (^^" silly, huh?)
i even scare if i close my eyes i couldn't wake up anymore
^^" i keep force myself to open my eyes eh..
luckily Elaine was beside me n accompany me most of da time.
i couldn't think wat happen to me if she wasn't around.
she walk so many round to find ppl help me n so on
she must be veli tired de lor.. :P so bu hao yi si
so thanks to her ler.. ^^
she's such a good friend n i'm lucky to have her as my friend.
n tat incident had made me realise a lots of things..
1) school teachers really mean n dun even giv me a hand for help, except my physics teacher, who send me back to home ^^" ( i'm so much troublesome)
2) da feeling of no ppl answering my emergency call really really bad n disappointed
3) DO NOT GO TO TOILET ALONE, or else no ppl noe wat happen to u
4) keep several coins in pocket, for emergency call (cuz da teacher wun let u use their cell phones~~!!)
5) eat much
6) eat much..
7) still eat much.. lol..

Oh My God~

2006-04-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

Tomolo i'm gonna kill a rat n open it..
Oh my God..
so cruel..
i'm so scare ler..
wat if i fainted?
or wat if i cry while c da rat suffering?
Hmmph.. really can't imaging ler...
n dun dare to imagine too.
i'm regret of not drop da biology laz time ler...
now wan kill rat..so cruel..so mean..

Again n again...

2006-04-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

Oweys being left out by frens..
hmmph..
n now again being left out..
frens oweys go out but din invite me go together
maybe i'm really annoying
so they dun wanna ask me go together
watever they do...
i'm da one who oweys being left one
am i really tat annoying?

dun wanna talk more about it :x
better keep it 'inside'

Nite mare

2006-03-26T16:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday nite i dreamt i forgotten to take off my contact lens bebore going to sleep o...
i remember got one time i dreamt i take off my contact n then my eye ball oso follow come out o...
so scary..
wat a nite mare..
really scare if one day i can't able to take off my contact n get blind :x
so now i have to be veli veli careful, wear, wash, clean, n keep my contact veli veli carefully, ohya, n oso keep my eyes veli healthy.
i dun wanna lost my precious eyes.
^^

find nth

2006-03-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

i'm going to lose my breath.
i'm so suffering.
suffering wif love.
dunno y da person oweys blame me..
wonder if he did love me b4
or bcuz he noes i love him so he pity me n said he love me too
i'm nvr been so upset b4
he keep accuse tat i oweys cheat on him
i wonder wat i had cheated him other than tat one..
dunno y he oweys feel tat he's oweys right n i'm da one who oweys wrong..
is it blaming me will make him feel better?
if really so, i will let him continue to think like tat
wat ever tat makes him feel better, i wun mind how he treat me.
nth i can do anyway.

Thursday Nite

2006-03-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

I'm so out of mood these few days...
Forget two person at one time is much more difficult than wat i think.
Need to forget a person is already veli hard...
Lots of tears had fallen down on da bed at dark nights..
Onli Fifi knows about it n yet he's so considerate, keep quite n accompany me.
Wonder how good if he is a human, perhaps can lend me a shoulder to cry out loud.
Today at school, chit chat n talk nonsence wif my dear classmates..
Tat make me felt more comfortable.
But after school, i'm back to moody.
Da onli way make me not to think too much is find somebody accompany me n talking nonsences wif me.
Y he send a sms for me everyday n tell me how much he had to suffer without me in his life?
Tat made me... can't stop think of him.
I'm so willing to reply him n tell him wat's my feel...
But... i know i shouldn't.
Because..
Three of us had a promise----Forget each other
N i dun wanna break it, i wanna be fair to both of them.

Silly World

2006-03-05T13:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday nite, i was going out to have dinner wif my parents at segama there..
after dinner we r going back...
while we're getting back to da car..
saw many indonesian kids walking aroung there, veli young one, got about 9 years old i think, holding gam n suck.
OMG... looks terrible...y r they like tat?
i can't blif wat i had saw.
They all r still so young, but y r they like tat?
tis is da 1st time i saw ppl sucking gum, some more r kids, n i hope tis is da last time i saw.
i used to think tis world is a wonderful place, full of joyness, peace, n cute n everythig r perfect place.
As time had passed, n age had grown, i had gain a lot of things n had saw a lots, all r not like fairy tales tat perfect.
tis world not as i used to think tat wonderful, but it is full of cruel ppl, greedy ppl, egoistic ppl, ppl who like to pretend, ppl who onli thinks about him / herself, ppl who silly enaf to do silly things, ppl who lie, ppl who like to suspect other ppl, n so on.
Maybe not all r like tat, but juz most.

Bler..

2006-02-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

i wish i'm her..

i have a fren, she's so prefect...cute, pretty, adorable, nice, friendly, easy going, can talk about anything...

i'm not pretty, not cute, not nice, n dunno how to express my feelings to anyone. n i dunno to make my own decision... even if ppl scold me or say me sumthing tat is bad, da onli thing i'll do is juz accept it without saying anything.. ohya, n oso crying. other than those, nothing i noe to do.

Big Shy Day

2006-02-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

Aisk....
Today veli shy...
1st, i nearly fall down from da lab chair, my shirt covered da chair, n when i wanna stand up, i nearly fall down. *~really veli careless eh~*

2nd, my Pengajian Am teacher ask me to stand up n read da text book. Omg....scare scare ler... n i veli slow onli start reading o, need cool down myself 1st...^^" n then i read it out, read n read...many mistake tat i had read...oh, wat a shy ler...da more i read mistakely, da more i can feel my ears getting hot. Haha...then i finally had finish! okay, after i sat down, frens r looking at me... i wondering y...then i heard one of them tell the other tat my face n ears turn to red liao. :x Aiyaya, so shy ler.. ^^"

To sumbody

2006-01-31T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hmmph! i'm not those kind of gurl n i'm not open minded neither, okay? so please lar dun force me say something really bad n can broke our friendship. Laz time is like tis, today u oso like tis...u really dunno wat is 'love' ler... okay, wat's ur point of having gf? i dun think u get a gf is for 'love' but is for sumthing else. u tot all girls r veli open mind one meh? okay, u said wanna be back wif me but is bcuz u wanna do those thing wif me? omg,i'm so sorry, i can't help u. mayb u should find someone else, juz dun find me, i'm not tat kind. i tot u now had change to b good liao wah...haiz...who knows...u still like tat, i'm really disappointed. when thinking back of da past, hmmph, really felt that i'm stupid. i hope next time u'll really change n found da one u really 'do' love.

Bler..

2006-01-27T16:45:00.000+08:00

Tis year's Chinese New Year my family n i din plan to go anywhere o...maybe juz stay at home n wait for cousins to come here. ^^"

I bought 1 new shirt n 1 new skirt onli for tis new year...recently everyone seems to be veli busy n can't bring me go buy. haiz.. ^^" somemore mummy so controlling n i can't even go out wif my fren. haiz...but never mind ler...who ask her is my mum wor...so i had to obey her.

today i spoilt my brother old hp again ler....can't manage to switch off now....dunno y i oweys spoilt things by accidentaly one...^^" so careless ler me...hope in a new year i'll be more careful ler!

Hehe... ^^

2005-12-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

New year is coming, wish u all my friends have a splendid year of 2006. ^^

Hokkien?

2005-12-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hehe....i saw tis 'Learning Hokkien' in my friendster's bulletin board. Kinda funny ^^

"Learning Hokkien is easy...
Children is kina kia
Bird is jiao kia
Give birth is seh kia
Police is mata kia
Small house is chu kia
I am hokkien kia
Malay is huan kia
Hindu is kit leng kia
Malaysian is jiu hu kia
Japanese is jit pun kia
Bad guy is pai kia
Good guy is ho kia
Korean car is Kia
Furniture is Ikea
Handphone is Nokia
Person who read tis is Gong kia..
if u laugh now. u are siao kia..
kekekez
SEE LEARNING IS EASY!!! "

Stupid Day

2005-12-12T13:57:00.000+08:00

Haiz....today....such a bad day...

I go out wif my mum noon juz now. we go to Raffesia Chicken Hut, Damai there eat lunch. Then call liao cola to drink. then i accidently tumpah my cola! omg! my shirt....my jeans....all bathe wif cola! haiz....so shame! then da waiter come n clean da floor, i so malu...dunno even dare to c anybody or any things except my meehon soup.

then afterv that, onli i remember tat my hp is in my jeans pocket o! omg! i quickly take it out n then turn off it n take da batery out! alala...y ar my hp oweys get into water one?! last time tat one oso get into water.....tis one oso...n both oso my new hp... hope my tis hp still can use ler...if not, sure my parents kill me.

i'm being scold by parents now ler....grr....hate it!!!! am i born to be scolded? y everyone so like to scold me? i'm such a failure.. Grr....veli sad n angry now, wanna to be alone!

Another Day Had Past...

2005-12-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

1.Color of most clothes you own:
:+: Pink ^^

2.Number of pillows you sleep with?
:+: 3

3.What room are you in right now?
:+: Living room

4.What were you doing 12AM last night?
:+: Chatting wif Fatt

5.How old will you be ten years from now?
:+: 28 Omg!! tat's very old!

6.What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?
:+: hmm....many things....but i think most is STUDY!

7.Do you have braces?
:+: o.O"

8.Are you paranoid?
:+: Nop >.<"

9.Describe your wallet?
:+: Pink, no money inside one..

10.Your alarm clock?
:+: My mum (hehe..)

11.Your hair?
:+: long black hair...nth special...

12.Tooth brush?
:+: pink

13.What color are your eyes?
:+: dark brown

14.First enemy?
:+: hmm....dun really remember..

15.First play/musical/performance?
:+: Haha....primary 5

16.Last movie seen?
:+: Harry Potter!!! ~.^v

17.Last person you yelled at?
:+: my mum! hmmph! dun like ppl yelling at me!

18.Last crush?
:+: Fatt ^^

19.Last shoes worn?
:+: my dad's sandals....go out throw rubbish

20.Last ice cream eaten?
:+: Mc Donald !!! Yeah!!!

21.Last thing written by hand?
:+: my dairy...

22.Last time wanting to die?
:+: o.O no o....

23. When was the last time went out at night?
:+: 3rd december..

24. What were you doing last night?
:+: Aiyo! not said liao meh?! Chatting Wif Fatt Wor!!!

25. Why do you like yourself?
:+: i din said i like myself ar...

26. What are your plans for tomorrow?
:+: activate my streamyx!

27. What was the last thing you won?
:+: Fighting wif my cat! haha...

28. When was the last time you got angry?
:+: just now, cuz my cat bite me!

29. What was the last song you heard?
:+: Bu de bu ai..

30. When was the last time you entered a club?
:+: never been there pun..

31. what is it about the opposite $ex (physically) that gets you?
:+: hmm..hair style maybe..

32. what n who are the things that you cannot live without everyday (besides water and oxygen)?
:+: my darling.

33. current music that's playing?
:+: no play any music rite now..

34. can you list THREE things that are taking up space on your table?
:+: Books, earing, lip balm

35. What do you want to do now?
:+: filling tis stupid thing up

36. what's the colour of your room?
:+: rice yellow

37. what's the first thing you ate this morning?
:+: i'm still thinking if i had eat something tis morning...

38. what shampoo do you use?
:+: sunslik, blue one..

39. how many people do you have on your myspace?
:+: dun have myspace o

40. what's that one music album you never got over?
:+: Lin Jun Jie!!!

41.favourite day of the week? why?
:+: saturday!!! cuz can on9 chatting wif Fatt.

42. did you do anything stupid in the past 24 hours?
:+: Nop~~~~

43. if you could change your name,what would it be?
:+: hmm... dunno eh.... never think of it.

My 18th birthday

2005-12-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

I'm so xing fu ler!!! i have many friends n family members who veli care about me. ^^

Yesterday....
At nite, some of my friends celebrate birthday for me (erm...surpose is 'birthday eve'). Lots of surprise appear in front of me until i'm so....so...touchy. 1st 1st is birthday cake, okay, is a tiramitsu!!!! Omg! i love it! lol! Then is a bouquet of blue roses! omg...he gave me blue roses again...hmmph...actually i donno wat to do....feel like owe his too much. N lastly presents.
Haha...i even ask Dwyane go there n i gave him a piece of my tiramitsu cake n said 'Happy Birthday' to him.
i'm so happy until i wish time stop at there....

Today...
Mid nite 12 passed a bit, wow...my phone...so many calls n messages come in! its from my ns friends, cousins, net friends, classmates, exclassmates, n so on. i receive many messages n testimonials too! :D A few days ago, i tot no one will remember my birthday one...now i noe i was wrong. hehe...tat Elaine ar...so 'gu wak' curi curi go into my bedroom n put present ar...lol...really bad ler...1st 1st i tot u forget liao de...tau tau u so naughty ler, 'jeng gu' me. today a jie jie bought me a cake...sob sob...so touchy.

Well, i'm so happy tis 2 days... i'm happy tat my friends n family members din forget my birthday, n they veli love n care about me.

Love Story...

2005-11-17T09:17:00.000+08:00

Tis site is cool! lol...love it...

http://www.love.2loop.com/

November 16th

2005-11-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

Today is Rayner's birthday o....hmm...should i call him up? erm, better don't, i think send him a message is enough(maybe...?)

A weird guy message me in my friendster, this was what he wrote:

" hi... i would love to have you as a friend... i am older than you ... but i dont think that matters... i have a web cam... and i love to show off my body... i will show it all to you... if you ask me... :) i think it would be great for you to have someone like me... who has experience.. and is willing to share everything with you.. .you can ask me questions about anything and i will answer you with the truth.. ok... so if you like this ..... please send me a message ... ok"

Omg... why got llike this de guy de? hmmp...wondering should i reply him or not :x

Haiz....

2005-11-11T14:27:00.000+08:00

Bad mood ler....hmmph, really annoying!

Dun like people who like to bluff, lie, making decision without thinking properly...

The World Become Upside Down

2005-11-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was so embarasing, Honey, Yin Teng n i when to Teacher Tang house to tuition, but actually there's no tuition tat day. the teacher postpond it till next Tuesday already, but poor Honey, Yin Teng n me dun even know it. Well, actually the teacher informed some of our classmates, but they din inform us. Perhaps they had forgotten to inform us. o.0

After at teacher's house for awhile, we went back home. i follow Honey's parent car. they haven't eat de lor tat time, so i had to follow them go eat b4 they send me back, but i din eat lar...cuz i'm too full liao tat time. hmmph, kinda dun feel nice...cuz i think i had disturbed them enjoying their dinner. ^^"

Okay, today is really really strange. today we had to look after the form 1 n 2 classes mar, cuz teachers were having meeting. okay, so i look after 1 Sabar class lor. then got a small guy asked me my phone number. okay, really strange, so i was taking kinda a lot of time thinking whether i should give him or not. At last, i gave him cuz...aiya, nth de lar, juz phone number mar, no big deal. besides that, got a gurl from tat class start spreading something to her friends. OwwH, do u noe wat she told her friends? she said me juz pretending to be cute! Omg, i din't do anything wrong to her lor...that gurl really strange ler. bler...

After that, i went out side the class n walking, cuz it's kinda boring stay in the class. then as i walked outside of the 1 Kreatif class, all the students asked me go in. okay, i feel strange at first cuz they seems like like me go in their class. Haha, then later i found out they actually dun wan Zhao Renn go look after their class. Haha, maybe he's too strict liao bah, so the students oso scare him. ^^

Around 4pm like tat, i receive a message. the message said that he is the guy who ask me phone number juz now. *coff*coff* his english, malay n mandarin is kinda......not good, many spelling mistake type wrong words.....haiz, i think i had to advise him study good good lor. Hehehe..

Eric's Birthday

2005-10-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

Today is Eric's birthday. He got invite me, christine, n ronny join his birthday party at the beach o. wah, got many ppl go lor, but most is we three dunno de. hehe, tat eric ar...din introduce his frens to us pun -.-" alala, wat fen lai de him.

veli shy lor at there, dunno wat to do, n yet dun even know his frens. they bbq, but we sitting there shaking our legs...lol. i tot many of our primsry exclassmates will shown up, tau tau no pun...some cannot go n some dunno y suddenly din go. -.-"

Haha, yahor! y din saw eric's admire de??? he din invite her ar? lol... if christine din tell me ar..i oso dunno he got a admire de lor. :D

we when back home at 2 something. ronny fetch us back. ^^

Tis Week

2005-10-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

Wat happen tis week...

Laz wednesday, during recess, i go 5T class n ask those students go out from da class lor...tau tau got 2 gurls they dun wan go down n sleeping in da classroom lor. so my another prefect fren wake them up again lor. then one of da gurl dunno y suddenly so angry n then scold "fan dao si o!" then go out from da class wif a big angry face n da another gurl oso follow her. Then a loud 'BaNG!!!!', is da big loud sound when she closed da class's door. so rude lor her.... i dun like rude ppl de lor, n especially when they scold me.... wah! they tot i so like ask them out from da class ar? tat is my job n responsibility lor! dun they think they got a bit selfish bcuz juz thinking themself onli?! after i go back to my class, i terus tell Yin Teng, n then cry liao o.

Wow....my physic teacher....so doesn't looks like a teacher of ours! she so friendly de, n looks like our classmate like tat de lor. hehe, tat Hii Beh ar....teach da teacher call me 'Kiwi' pulak.

yesterday, friday, my honey not happy o....i'm not veli sure wat happen lor..i so scare my fren not happy de lor, cuz everytime oso dunno wat to do de, dunno wat fren lai de me. then my honey go my house lor tat afternoon. i accompany her go buy things at near my house de shop. i keep joking wif her n hope she happy happy back lor. hehe, hopefully i did really make her happy lar! then after tat, she go my house type her blog lor. n then i play wif her n disturb her while she's on9. :x hehe... Luckily da rain not big when she go back home o, if not sure not feeling well de lor her. ^^

Happy Day

2005-10-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

A gurl when home as usual rite after her school. she promise to meet a boy in front of a big tree near da way of her house. then on da way, she saw da boy was oledi waiting for her under da big tree. there's something behide him...but wat iszit? the gurl dun manage to figure it out.

Da gurl walk nearer n nearer to da boy n she notice many ppl n others sch mates looking at da boy o n got a bit laughing like tat! wah, wat happen o?! then when da gurl walked veli near da guy, she saw sumthing sumthing like blue colour paper behind da boy's back...then she was so curious about it. then da guy ask her to close her eyes n got sumthing for her. her dun wan to do so, cuz veli veli toh n got many many ppl looking at them.
then da boy took da thing out from his back. Oh my God!!!! is a bouquet of blue roses! together is got 12 blue roses n two pretty n cute butterfly's deco. wow, so beautiful so sweet so touchy so nice so happy......until da gurl oso speechless liao.

But veli sayang, cuz da gurl cannot bring back to home cuz she knew she will being scold by parents if she do so, so she decided to take it to her best fren, honey's house. although da way to her honey's house is not far.....but da gurl felt so toh o!!!! everyone oso look at her carrying da big big bouquet of flower walking around.

After at her honey's house, her honey promise to help her make dried flower so tat can make an lie to parents tat da bouquet of dried flower is from her honey, juz for rememberance n after being so much year of best fren.

After tat, da boy accompany da gurl to go home. after back home, da gurl so so happy....nvr got boy give her flower de lor....n sum more is a bouquet of her favourite roses---blue roses.
da day, da gurl so happy n so shy.....n she oso so miz her roses.

Exam haD paSt

2005-10-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

Wah....i juz finished my school's final exam o!!! so happy! ^^ juz now da pengajian am paper so hard o.....test IQ n sejarah de...dun like ler.
Hmmp...tis exam seems like veli teruk for me o....i din even study well...n many papers dunno to do...especially biology.
Juz now i saw my physic teacher lor...she said my physic failed oledi...so sad ler...but i oso noe it liao de lor...cuz da papers i really dunno to do. haiz..
but nvm lar!!! i'll do much much better next time!

HaD 2 mAkE DeciSioN

2005-10-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

Today is Yong's birthday o....dunno should call him or not. Got a bit scare to call him thim... everytime i call him then he will say he busy de, dunno is really de or he juz bluffing me. but sumtimes, he automaticly call me n ask me y so long time din give him a call war....me scare call him lor actually, hehe. today is his birthday, maybe i should pretend dunno it or forget it already. but...feel like veli mean ler like tat...

Hm, wat should i do? call, or dun call?

HappY Vs Sad

2005-09-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

Anyone also got happy n not happy de time de. It wun tell us when to come or where it come from. There’s no one is this world is oweys happy happy n oweys sad sad de. God n Goddess wun so unfair make some people can oweys happy happy n some pula sad sad all of their live... it is actually juz depends on how da person to manage it n cope wif it.

‘Someone’ thinks tat I veli happy in my live n even sumtimes said he got a bit jealous of me. ‘someone’ thinks tat I oweys surrounded by happiness n never tasted the taste of sadness. But I also a ordinary people in tis world. No one in tis world can run of their sadness de lor, so do I. Dun think tat u r poor n ‘kelian’ ones after something unhappy incidents happen to u. If u think so, that means u juz wan pity from others n let them noe tat u are weak n need some protection. We had to stay strong coping our problems but not by earning other’s pity!If dun wan sadness bother u, juz face it wif proper solution n cope it lor…I dun believe there’s anything that r no any solution de, but it is juz depends how u think of it.

Whenever I got problems tat bothering me so much, I’ll talk it out wif my best friends, although sometimes them din give good advise, but I juz had to thank them because they had being a place that I can voice out all my problems n discuss wif me on my problems when my brain is totally EMPTY. Everytime after talking wif them, I felt much much more better n manage to think carefully wat had happen.

Sumtimes when think it back wif a positive side, all da problems I had met up although is quite sad but there’s also contain many goodness, lessons, n oso made me more mature!!!

BlaminG~~~BlaH bLAh BLah...

2005-09-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

I really don’t understand why he blame it on me. I follow him go out juz because I think I maybe useful on helping him buys anything or maybe can be his company while he is driving or something else. What I think is…doing a thing together with a company is more better than doing it alone. So, I just want to accompany him! But is himself forgot to bring house key lor!!! Blame me pula! He said is me go out from house what also din bring. Walau…usually if me go take house key, he will scold me ‘faster lar, dun waste time take key lar, u din use it pun..’ now he blame didn’t bring my house key pula!

Y there r people who always blame an mistake or something that are wrong that made by themselves to somebody else? Is it this will make their heart feel more comfortable n innocent? Nvm lor…I forgive him lor….then hor, he said me again, is my fault to follow him go out, so there’s nobody in da house can open da door. Wah…okay lor, then next time dun follow him liao then onli he noes!

Then hor he ask me where’s my key, I said it might be in my bag if I din take it out n my beg is in my room. Then after going home, he take a long paip n install a wire on it n then put in over my room n try to get my beg which is on da floor. Tat time, something coming into my mind!!! OH SH*T!! I remember I oledi take da key out from my bag de last Wednesday…. Oh God! Then I pray pray n pray….hopefully something miracle happen n save me!!!! N at laz he manage to take my bag out from da window n give it to me. Guest wat?? Something miracle really did happen! My key is in my bag!!! I was so happy! Oh my Goddess, I luv u so much much much!!!

Wonder wat will be happen if da key is not in my bag! I’ll be properly being scold by my dad for no reason? Or had to look at his angry face for several days? Or maybe can stay in da back yard wif my dog n my cat! Hm, who cares wat will happen next? As long as we got home to go back, tat’s enaf. ^^

StuDy?

2005-09-04T00:43:00.000+08:00

Through equation, decided yourself study or not study!

Study = No Failed----1 No Study = Failed---2

1+2 ----- Study + No Study = No Failed + Failed
Study (1 + No) = Failed (1 + No)
Study = Failed

Conclusion ----> Study = No Study = Failed

So, what for we study?? btw, it will only failed!

Die....Die...

2005-08-27T14:18:00.000+08:00

2 days ago, sumthing serious had happen...is sumthing tat make me felt sad. 1st 1st is veli happy go beach play de, then, it happens. i had nvr as sad as like tis b4. i try so hard to keep it up from my friends, try so hard to avoiding they noe i'm so upset about tat. i din talk wif my mum since tat day liao. i'm so upset. She should noe tat is accident lor, not my fault lor! but she so ..... haiz, hate it hate it, wat oso blame me, everyone oso blame me, do wat oso she said not rite, wat oso said is my fault! tat nite i even cry until my eye oso bengkak liao o, n i can felt da blood pressure were willing to burst my head off! 1st time my head so pain o!

I dunno wat should i do now... :"( if can't fix it...then 4ever no hp use liao...n even cannot go out liao... damn it.

Wat is ' Friend' ?

2005-08-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

Wat’s da real meaning of ‘friend’? iszit da meaning is ‘find da person when u got trouble n dump her behind while u were wif ur bf?’, for me it’s not, but for ‘sumone’,… yes it is.

She did find me when she having trouble wif her ex bf, n treat me good good n even treat me as her veli good fren like tat, but after she had settle all her problems n even found a new bf, she start ignoring me n even leave me stay alone n then go wif her bf. Well, is tat ‘friend’ is juz for like tat? Juz use it as a place/dustbin or trash can or sumthing else where u throw all ur problems at there n then after throwing left it behind n dun care whether it is still in a good condition?

Dunno y she like tat, tis is not da 1st time liao, laz year she wif JJ paktor tat time she oso like tat, juz find me when she got problems n then after tat left me behind. Iszit she’s looking down at me bcuz I’m not as pretty as her or as talented as her? Yalar yalar, I noe I wat oso dunno to do de lor…veli stupid de lor….n I not deserve to be her fren de rite? Cuz onli those pretty pretty n veli talented de girls onli can b her fren lar, rite?

Hm, maybe is myself de fault, Christine oso said, ‘ u dunno bf is more important de meh?’..Maybe juz can’t blame Mei.

QuiTe TRue LoR~~

2005-07-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that

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When a GUY is quiet,
no $$$ in the pocket.....

When a GUY is not arguing,
girl is really terrible

When a GUY looks at u with eyes full of questions,
he's hiding something behind u

When a GUY answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
really fine ma.......

When a GUY stares at you,
he imaginaned what will happen later.....

When a GUY lays on your chest,
later in the bed...

When a GUY calls you everyday,
telekom so cheap

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
this guy is crazy

When a GUY sms's u everyday,
he is boring

When a GUY says I love you,
MAYB...it's true

When a GUY says that he can't live without you,
he have long time not having sex with u

When a GUY says "i miss you",
miss u today, bye bye tomorrow

lol....

2005-06-15T16:43:00.000+08:00

In Animal Safari, A'Famosa Resort. Yer, dun dare go nearer lar...scare...

2005-06-15T16:36:00.000+08:00

In A"Famosa Resort. Aiyer, dun ask lar, i din wishing at all.

2005-06-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

In Rabbit Farm, Bukit Tinggi.. ~~~Cute Rabbit~

2005-06-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

France paradise in Bukit Tinggi.

2005-06-14T15:52:00.000+08:00

My Grandma's birthday!

2005-06-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

At !st is got a bit scare up there de cuz veli high, then while down i felt da Freedome i hav been looking for all of my life. :P

2005-06-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

Wah...we continue playing tis many times liao, about 5-6 times liao my cousins they all said wan see who is da fastest wah..

2005-06-14T15:41:00.000+08:00

I'm on da Hanging Bridge in Sunway Lagoon.

2005-06-14T15:39:00.000+08:00

My cousins n i in Sunway Lagoon. All of us getting wet while on tis ride.

Holiday Trip To KL ~~~~!

2005-06-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

Haiya~~my frens.... i yesterday morning 2.30am onli arrived kk from KL. I sat da same plane as i came back from NS tat plane o...Y OWEYS BEING PUT TO SIT TAT PLANE AR? So small wor da plane!! ( Lol, i think i should stop complaining about da plane)

Okay, let's go to da point, i go KL wif my mum n i'm having fun while in KL ^^ , we go shopping, shopping, shopping n .... haha of cuz not shopping onli lar...we did go to Sunway Lagoon( Wah...water water water!!! I LOVE WATER!! all da rides over there i oso got ride, nvr missed one.), Tekam Plantation Resort( In Kuantan, see those oil palm tree n how harvest da oil palm, play flying fox n apselling n oso canoeing!! Cool! ), A'Famosa Resort( in Melaka, we went to animalsafari n water park n oso cowboy town, so many cute animals at there n at water games more fun then in Sunway Lagoon...), n oso Bukit Tinggi Resort there.
i hope can at there a bit longer o.....so fun...

I'm BacK LiaO~~

2005-05-11T11:56:00.000+08:00

Hello~~~all my frens....!! Got miz me mar? lol.... i came back early bcuz i told them i wan study form 6 lor.

Yesterday afternoon 5.05 pm, i arrive at da Kota Kinabalu International Airport. Whew, at last came out from da super duper small plane! Da plane i took really veli veli small lor....plus da 'uncle' sitting beside me is really huge size lor...i wan go to toilet oso hard to go out from my sit o!

Hm, r u all wondering how's my taining leh...? lol....i had to tell u da training is s*ck!! hm, nothing fun at all, had to stand under da hot sun everyday until my hair oso damage liao, skin oso grow more darker liao. Really lor...at there not fun at all, hm except those frens there lar. All my frens at there good good de lor...they oweys help my de n oso teach me dance. lol... hm, trainers at there damn strict o...not good de...a bit a bit mistake then had to 'tepuk lalat' if not then do push-up. Walau eh....shirt short a bit then had to being punish ' hukuman semerah padi'.

Hm, came back here liao so miz all my frens at there... hope they all still happy happy like usual lor.

Good Luck!

2005-03-12T08:22:00.000+08:00

As you all know...my best friend is going for national service :(
I'll surely miss her :'( Everyday,everynight,everyhour,everyminute and everysecond ;)
Hope you enjoy every moment there and good luck! Be safe and don't forget to think of me every single day! :p Hehe! ^_^

Oh, Da Day Had Come!

2005-03-12T08:11:00.000+08:00

Finally, da day of my national service training had come. Tomolo I’ll be leaving lor…so faz. I had to go there for 3 months o…hope it will pass veli faz, then can come back here liao.

Hm, I wonder wat will happen at here while I’m at there…u noe lar…I’m veli keh poh de, wat things oso wanna noe. Wah, wat if after I had come back here n be da ‘out dated-gurl’ n blur blur dunno ppl talking about wat??? Hm, who noes. Maybe after I’m coming back, I’ll totally out of da topic while hanging out wif my frens here. Wow, wat a shame!! Lol.

I hope all my frens here oweys happy happy n my family here all loving each other.

Oh ya, I had to tell my parents not to worry me o…me big girl liao, i’ll take good care of myself de. I’ll be fine at there de.

Take care, all of u~~~.

My SPM ~~

2005-03-11T09:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i go get my result around 10.30am. We all decided go take da result early, so din wait until 12pm only go take lor... Guess wat?? my result really out of my imagination!!!

Well, i thought i will failed my biology n history..n i'll get not even an A. but luckily, i did get A, n is 6A's, although is not veli good, but for me, it is. I oweys hate to study de...even during SPM i oso din prepare for it. so my result is totally unexpected. well, i think i will study hard for my future study.

"It's nvr too late to study!"

Tomolo Take SPM Result Lor~~

2005-03-09T14:00:00.000+08:00

Wah...tomolo i'm going to take my SPM result lor... Nervous, panic n scare keep appearing on my mind!! Wat should i do if my result is really bad???? or most of da subject i took in spm had failed??? huh......

If my result is really bad, i think i had to take course to study lor....maybe business admistration or computer? hm, dunno ler. had to see got where accept me to study lor.

Oh ya, tomolo i 12noon go take result wif my frens lor...we will take da result together. at first i plan to get da result alone de then after taking da result directly go home, so wun be so shame mar...rite? but Elaine n Queenie oOoOoO....force me go take result wif them. :( so my plan had broken n tat'll be scare + more scare.

Hehe, i had think too much ler...shun qi zhi ran lar!

1st Time Post Something Here.....

2005-03-07T16:00:00.000+08:00

Haiz....i dunno wan post wat lor....!
Neh, Ricky n Shun lar force me post de, so bad, oweys bully me onli. :P
My english veli poor de lor...still wan me post....
Later ppl see liao oso dunno wat i post o...my english so s*ck..haha, pai seh lar.

Me Yo~~

Working

Finally!!

really touchy..

Nicholas Teo~~

Finally.. ^^

Pikaboom~ :P

Saw a fren's blog

Moody kiwi

Laz Thursday

Oh My God~

Again n again...

Nite mare

find nth

Thursday Nite

Silly World

Bler..

Big Shy Day

To sumbody

Bler..

Hehe... ^^

Hokkien?

Stupid Day

Another Day Had Past...

My 18th birthday

Love Story...

November 16th

Haiz....

The World Become Upside Down

Eric's Birthday

Tis Week

Happy Day

Exam haD paSt

HaD 2 mAkE DeciSioN

HappY Vs Sad

BlaminG~*~*~BlaH bLAh BLah...

StuDy?

Die....Die...

Wat is ' Friend' ?

QuiTe TRue LoR~~

Holiday Trip To KL ~~~~!

I'm BacK LiaO~~

Good Luck!

Oh, Da Day Had Come!

My SPM ~~

Tomolo Take SPM Result Lor~~

1st Time Post Something Here.....

BlaminG~~~BlaH bLAh BLah...